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05 November 2004 @ 11:24 am
More on politics, 'cause I just can't leave it alone  
I'm actually cross-posting this entry to both my LJ and my regular journal, which is a rarity for me. For those of you who get double spam, I apologize.

My Mom just sent me this excerpt:

Thomas Friedman, who's a columnist for The New York Times, said this today:

"I often begin writing columns by interviewing myself. I did that Wednesday, asking myself this: Why didn't I feel totally depressed after George H.W.Bush defeated Michael Dukakis, or even when George W. Bush defeated Al Gore? Why did I wake up feeling deeply troubled?

Answer: Whatever differences I felt with the elder Bush were over what was the right policy. There was much he ultimately did that I ended up admiring. And when George W. Bush was elected four years ago on a platform of compassionate conservatism, after running from the middle, I assumed the same would be true with him. (Wrong.) But what troubled me Wednesday was my feeling that this election was tipped because of an out-pouring of support for George Bush by people who don't just favor different policies from me - they favor a whole different kind of America from me. We don't just disagree on what America should be doing; we disagree on what America is."

Yes. Yes, yes, exactly, and that's what I've been saying all over the place for the last couple of days.

And that's what I'm finding really scary. It's what's making me wonder--I mean, I've been saying all along I was going to leave the country if Bush won this election, but the last few days I've been wondering if the country hasn't already left me.

I truly believed this election was going to be revolutionary, and it was. Just not in the way I thought it was going to be. I thought that the people were going to stand up and say, "This is not the America we want." I thought they were going to say that they shared the same--and at this point I shudder to use this word--values that I have.

Instead, out of the what, 220 million potential voters in this country, a hundred and ten million of them turned out, and fifty seven million of those voted for the America that Bush is offering. A quarter of the voting population disagrees with me on what America should be. Okay. That, even that, I could handle.

But another hundred-million-plus did not vote at all, and that to me says that they either support Bush's America or they are complacent enough to not care. That means three quarters of the American populace disagrees with me, by action or inaction, on what America should be. And _that_ was revolutionary, to me if not to anyone else.

And so now I'm wondering, really, truly wondering, not in a fit of political hyperbole, but out of genuine dismay and distress over what this country is: do I want to live here? I believe that as a wealthy nation we have the *duty* to not just our own people but to the world to be socially and environmentally aware; to think about how our actions affect the world around us; to care for our own people as an example to others. I believe that our worship of the Almighty Dollar above that of human beings is criminal, even evil, and I believe that we must treat our poor, our elderly, our disabled, with respect and care for them when they cannot care for themselves.

Three quarters of the American population evidently does not agree with me on this.

I believed--I truly believed--that America as a whole would make a move toward socialism in this election. I believed they'd support a candidate who supported national health care; a candidate who would not evicerate the Social Security system; a candidate who would not, for God's sake, begin wars of aggression against non-threatening states. Since Wednesday morning, I've come to realize that the socialist structures I admire are the creations of adult nations. America is a young nation; the socialist nations of Europe--where, if I were to move, I would go--are old. I don't believe socialism is strictly a thing scrabbled to and reached by old nations; Canada is a clear and obvious exception to that. But today I fear that those ideals--truths which I hold to be self-evident--are so very far away from the America I'm living in today, that I may never see them come to fruition. I honestly thought that within twenty years we'd have national health care. I now don't know that I think I'll see it in my lifetime.

Ted, yesterday, extrapolated something that I had not yet done: the permanent erosion of the separation of church and state. I was horrified. I *am* horrified, because once he said it, it seemed so painfully obvious that I felt sick. We already know our First Amendment rights are being worn away. Over dinner last night, Ted and Emily and I were discussing the election, and the fact that people are being arrested for disgreeing with the government, and then not being heard from again. I forget the exact conversation, but the point of it was: we were American citizens, and we were seriously and genuinely discussing the possibility that the government could 'disappear' us for disagreeing with it.

We are *Americans*, dammit! This is not a fear we should have! We shouldn't even be *contemplating* it. But it isn't a joke. It's a horrifying reality. We have become afraid of our own government.

And so I am wondering: is this where I belong? I no longer know. And _that_ is the truly devastating thing about this election.
annathepiper on November 5th, 2004 01:30 pm (UTC)
I am heartsick to have to say it, babe, but I am right there with you. That solarbird and I are having to genuinely, seriously consider whether we will still be living in this country in four more years makes me queasy and unsteady and just generally want to weep.

I am fervently wishing it does not come to this, and I hate the nagging certainty that it might--that if we want to raise a child in a loving and supportive environment, we won't be able to do it in the country that birthed us.
kitmizkit on November 5th, 2004 01:59 pm (UTC)
To me, the trend of the last four years, and the certainty of four more years like it without *any* confidence that the 2008 elections will reverse the trend (Republican president + Republican congress = attempt to overturn the 2 term limit amendment = King George I), make me want to get out sooner rather than later. And that's just horrifying to me.

There's a part of me that says, effectively, "Hell, no, we won't go!" A stand and fight attitude, you know? But if the ideals I hold dear are really that badly outnumbered, while I do think the good fight is important, I also think perhaps I'm better off leaving America to become this thing I don't recognize, and going overseas. It's one of the most unpleasant revelations I've ever had. :P
annathepiper on November 5th, 2004 03:00 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I've been angsting all week about whether 2008 will bring any real hope for a push back towards sanity. I see plenty of people talking that Dubya won the election by the skin of his teeth, but that is scant comfort given that it still means he gets to be in charge for the next four years.

I think that where I am right now is a mindset of "work for the best and prepare for the worst". It'll suck either way.
Tripspace_parasite on November 5th, 2004 03:11 pm (UTC)
I don't think the American Theocratic Business Party will bother to try to overturn the presidential term limit. It would cost them some political capital, and it's not as if there's a shortage of failed oil execs and professional fraudsters in their ranks to replace the current ones. Swap out the President & VP, appoint the right-hand old white men of the curent cabinet to the new cabinet, get the same senators and reps elected to congress (no term limits there, at least not that will be problems) and the Jesusland Juggernaught keeps rolling forward.

Oh, wait, that's not helping, is it? Well, some people have been suggesting that Bush is showing the first signs of Alzheimer's, so perhaps he'll go off the rails so spectacularly that he takes his entire administration with him?